This is a really good end to a pretty decent day. I know it’s 2 AM so it’s techinically not “today” anymore but I DID take the picture BEFORE midnight. SO HUZZAH, HATERS! … Actually I’m not sure if there are haters of the blog. I mean, I’m sure they are. If Miranda has haters, surely I do,too. But honestly, I am so shocked every day when I hear people say they read my blog. I mean, I think what I have to say is worth reading. That’s why I write it. Even if it’s just for my own sake. But just know that I am so so so grateful for anyone who reads this. I’m simply trying to document my happiness for myself and possibly in a way that could help others reexamine their own lives. If this helps you at all, that makes my day. I love you all.
Anyway. Past the mushy. On to the funny shite that happened today.
I was walking.. STRUTTING with Katie on our way home and I pointed to this sweater that someone had dropped on the ground, and as I turned around I was ATTACKED by a tree branch. That happens when you’re 6’3″. Blinded by fashion.
My day ended with sitting in my room and chatting for HOURS with my some of my roommates. And I love love love them so much. I would tell you what we talked about but it is far too inappropriate for the world wide web. It may have involved sexts and other inappropriate things. I may have gushed over other people’s love lives. I may have encouraged Scott to do a wildy NOT-OK experiment. But I know I DEFINITELY laughed my ass off. Til now. 2 in the morning. I had amazing conversation with my roomies and … it was amazing. I was in the moment the whole time, thinking about nothing else but what was going on right in front of me. And I was.. AM truly happy. I had a great conversation with Ben that lasted for… HOURS. But we talked about some really good shit. I’m babbling. I had a great day and it was all about loving exactly where I was and loving the people I was spending my time with. And I’m hanging out with my twussy tomorrow! Something to look forward to! And you KNOW how much I love that. AAAAND a Mad Men party on Saturday. Life is looking pretty beautiful, eh?
Oh and sroommates=sexy roommates. DOY!!
Kelley reminded me today, “You dont’ have to be happy all the time.” Agreed. So here’s my lyric:
“Don’t ask me what I need. I’m just fine here finding me.”
~”Finding Me” by Vertical Horizon
I am so in love with my life. So so in love. Because I know this for certain: my life is going to be exactly what it is. I auditioned for the Midwest Theatre Auditions and I got 5 callbacks but ONE job. I only got ONE job offer the previous summer. I auditioned for 5 schools and I made it into ONE. My life has a funny way of showing me the right option. 🙂 I have so much faith for what my future holds. And I cannot f*cking wait.
I still love you. Still. Even if you’re not here. And if you think this is for you, it is.